I have autism.

I’m on a journey, y’all. Just found out I’m autistic. It’s been a wild ride, but hey, I’m socially challenged, and that’s just who I am 🤷🏽‍♂️. Shout out to those dealing with the same thing. Now that I know, I’mma joke about it and keep it real. Thanks for rockin’ with me. Stay tuned for some autistic skits – it’s gonna be a whole new wave ✌🏽.

In a candid and heartfelt video, YouTuber [ __ ] shares his experience of discovering that he is autistic at the age of 30. This revelation comes after years of struggling to understand his social challenges and behavioral differences. With raw honesty and vulnerability, he opens up about his journey and the impact this realization has had on his life. Let’s unpack the key takeaways from [ __ ]’s deeply personal disclosure.

🌟 Embracing Authenticity: Discovering My Autism

👀 A Surprising Revelation

The video begins with [ __ ] bravely announcing that he has only recently discovered his autism, despite being in his 30s. The emotions that accompany this unexpected self-discovery are palpable, as he expresses a mixture of surprise, confusion, and even a tinge of sadness at not having been diagnosed earlier.

"It’s like I’m lowkey sad for real, you know what I’m saying, because nobody ever told me… I never got diagnosed… I definitely had to get assessed and I went through multiple rounds just to make sure that this is what’s going on."

🧠 Reflecting on the Past

[ __ ] recounts how the revelation came to light while watching a video about another individual’s late diagnosis of autism. As he listened to the story, the similarities to his own experiences became apparent, prompting him to seek assessment for himself.

"I always just shrugged it off, I never really thought much of it, I’m different, I ain’t nothing like you. But now that I’ve been diagnosed, bro, it’s like… now I see the merit to what everybody was saying. You, man, yeah, I get it."

👥 Navigating Social Challenges: The Impact of Being Autistic

🌐 Difficulty in Social Settings

His diagnosis sheds light on the challenges he has faced, particularly in social interactions and maintaining relationships. [ __ ] candidly acknowledges the struggles he has encountered due to his autism, revealing the difficulty he has experienced in understanding social cues and knowing how to engage in group conversations.

"It’s been hard for me to maintain friendships. It’s hard for me to interact in social situations… unless I’m joking or performing. But if we’re in real life, just in a group conversation, I never be knowing what the [ __ ] to say."

💬 Overcoming Stigma and Misconceptions

Throughout his life, [ __ ] has encountered misunderstanding and criticism from others regarding his behavior. He reflects on the labels and judgments he has faced, acknowledging the impact they have had on him, while also expressing gratitude for those who have supported and understood him.

"I’ve had multiple people, throughout my life, just call me weird, crazy… I never really let y’all know too much about the real me or what I’ve been going through in real life. This is the deepest video I’ve ever dropped, this is some of the realest [ __ ] I’ve ever said publicly."

🎭 Embracing Creativity and Connection: Moving Forward with Clarity

🎬 Using Creativity to Connect

Despite the challenges he faces, [ __ ] emphasizes the importance of using his creativity and sense of humor to connect with others, even as he embraces a newfound understanding of his identity.

"The same way I make light of all my struggles coming up, I’m definitely going to whip up some skits about my mental. It’s a whole new wave of autistic skits coming, but yeah, I love y’all, thank y’all for listening. I’m checking out."

In conclusion, [ __ ]’s video serves as a courageous and deeply personal insight into his journey of self-discovery and acceptance. It sheds light on the challenges faced by many individuals who, like him, may be navigating undiagnosed autism. This transparent and powerful disclosure not only fosters a deeper understanding of autism but also highlights the immense importance of empathy, acceptance, and embracing authenticity in our interactions with others.